At the Door

Philippians 2:5



As I looked up my attention was drawn to the savior standing at the door.  He had opened the door, and he looked at me, like I gave him great pleasure, and he just smiled.  I could sense in my heart that he delighted in revealing himself to me, and that I looked upon him completely abandoning all guilt or shame!  I was in the presence of the one who loved me just as I am, and as much as my desire for him grew, I felt wanted by the Savior.  I then saw myself with my head on the Lords lap, and he simply ran his hand over and over my head, and it was at that moment I felt in my heart that he was changing my mind, and I felt a since of cleansing come over my inner self. I then began to realize that the sanctification of the heart begins with the cleansing of the renewed mind in Christ!

A New Heart

Ezekiel36:26&27

As I was seeking the Lord one evening I had a vision of Jesus having surgery on my heart.  As I saw him it looked as though he was finishing up a procedure and I saw him coming out of a processing room.  Then I heard the Lords voice say to me "I have given you a new heart, I have given you the Fathers Heart".  I then thought within myself, "what did you do with my old heart".  Then the Lord reminded me the day and time when I was at church and at the altar, and from the inner recesses of my being laid my heart at the altar for him to have it and to do with it what he willed.

Love - 1 John4:10

We cannot know love without the fathers touch & we cannot know intimacy without the masters embrace.

An encounter of Love

Song of Solomon 2:1

Revelation 22:2

On the day of April 1^st, starting at around 11:30pm I began to seek the Lord.

Crying out to God in desperation I began to fellowship with the Lord in Prophetic Experiences.

I began to see myself in a beautiful  place, bright, blue sky, and as I looked down I saw flowers and I realized that it was like I was standing on a floor of flowers.  I reached down and I dug my hand into the floor of flowers and it literally was a floor of flowers.  As I reached my hand down and my hand  sank thru the floor of flowers I noticed that I had this clear oiliy substance on my hand on the tips of my fingers, so I asked the Lord what it was and  and he said to me that this was his healing oil.  I then asked him where am I and he told me “the garden”!  I then asked him, who needs to be healed here, he then told me this healing oil was for the healing oil for the nations.

I then saw myself carrying a gigantic red rose.  I then asked him where the rose came from and he told me that I had gotten it from my heart, as if he planted it there.  The Rose was so big that I had to carry it on my shoulder just to carry it to him.

The Lord was showing me that he was making my love and passion for him gigantic, like the gigantic rose I was carrying over my shoulder to give to him.  My love for him was growing so big, and that loving the Lord is HUGE!  It is a big deal!  Loving him with all of our heart and all of our soul and all of our might is the Key to all of the other doors we desperately need opened in our life.

The Lord had his hands on my shoulders behind me, popping his head from one side to the other, just smiling, he looked so happy that I was with him and in my heart I knew he was so happy that I had found him.

Expressions of the Heart

Song of Solomon 3:1-4
Something has changed within me.  I don't know exactly when it happened and I cant put to words what took place but I am utterly love sick!  The Lord spoke to my heart months ago about doing a work in me, but to this extreme I was not expecting. I woke up one morning and in my heart, I desperately desired him like I never have before. I desired to be in his presence and the hunger to get there was like nothing I had ever encountered. I had been touched by him, and I was stricken by his love! Every thought of how my heart felt toward him made me weep. I knew deep in my heart that this was just the beginning of what God was doing in me.